I am so irate right now. The first call I got was so annoying I was already formulating curses in my head. I was asking her about the operating system in her computer (that is just simple enough there are, so far, two kinds of operating system:windows and macintosh or Apple) and she doesn't know what the question was!
Actually this day was already ruined because of a family crisis at home. Or a family crisis to be which is centered on my sister who had just recovered from malaria. My parents had changed since my other sister from the US came and visited us. My father has become a big-time jerk and my mom has become paranoid about health to the extent of being a hypochondriac.
My sister and my mom are at odds because of her job. Mom has always been against my sister's job from the start she's not just saying anything except now after she got malaria. My mom wants her to quit her job and my sister does not want to. My dad's opinion is let her be, that's her choice so if she gets herself killed along the way why would he care?
So spent most of the day in my room thinking that one of these days I will run away from home. I'll do anything to escape even enter a loveless marriage. But marriage is not an escape route, it's just another way to imprison myself further.
I don't know, one of these days our house will be filled with shouts and harsh words.
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